Saturday, October 14, 2017

Bipolar life

It's a bipolar day. 
For those who wonder what it's like, 
here's a stab at description...

My mind is racing 100 miles a minute, 
A dozen fabulous ideas at once. 
New inventions, ideas for books, 
things I want to buy.
Yet sadness weighs on my shoulders 
like a wool blanket - heavy, itchy, 
smelling of wet sheep. 

Can't think, can't write, can't talk.
Too much noise; can't concentrate.
Voices are too loud.
The phone buzzes like angry bees.
Light is over bright. It hurts to see.

Every chore seems monumental;  
Even walking takes too much energy
like my feet grew 2 sizes overnight.
Maybe they did. 
I keep moving.

This will usually passes in a day or two, 
then I can get back to functioning. 
Until then, I think I'll sleep, 
watch reruns of documentaries,
And play video games 
until the computer runs out of juice.

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